huxleyann

didnt flip out!!!!

so im not big on long  entries to use lj terminology....stupidhead died, i lost a baby and i broke may face and shoulder. man do i suck at this. obama won!! i feel great about all the work i did. thank god for xanax, franklin claimed that god loves us because he gave us beer.i would argue that my anxiety reducing little football is better proof. more when i be sober-er.

i am supposed to journal. i am supposed to vent, share, expose, unhide, quit justifying.......ect. This was a task given to me and i will obey because i want to  heal. i hate every part of this...so bear with me i'm trying. i am aware that really no one reads this but it is still an exercise in putting myself in a vulnerable position. SO, this is my journey.

 Holy crap, I have not posted an entry in a year....oops. Damn you myspace.

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Salvation army christmas carolers doing the electric slide to jingle bells. i'm really tired but pretty sure that is what i saw. i NEED to move.
Not to mention they gave me crap for not donating. soooo i had to again explain how i would never ever give money to their bastard charity.
I do not fund groups that condone no, exemplify bigotry.
When the salvation army stops discriminating against the bi,gay, lesbian community i will start giving money to their pushy bell ringing money whores.

k...i'm done.

Things i plan to do over break-
1.  SLEEP
2. Help tracy move to seattle
3. Sneak kitty into apartment
4. take lots-o-pictures
5. figure out flash on camera
6. sleep some more
7. take a nap
8. take pictures of kitty
9. sell more plasma in lieu of getting another job
10.  take nathan sledding...A LOT


Ah!!!! - i know a week into break i'll be jonezin for spring semester. god i'm such a freak.

 Skipping school again.....

.....I wanna turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away....


Jack Johnson upside down

The lab was making me insane today, so I went for a walk-it is way to warm to be late November in Wisconsin. This is part of the wildlife reserve behind my school. 

 

"A functioning police state needs no police. "

                                     --William S. Burroughs

my son thinks he is a punk...so cute

First real snow of the year!!! I love winter. 

 
Nathan is all ready for trick or treating-



...not so scary without his mask:)

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lovin time with my sis...nothin to say that would be pleasant...school bad, work worse, boys stupid-ahhh-all i do is bitch. k hope that was random enough. hard to articulate with the guinness and xanax flowing. better days....

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School started today!!    
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